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Don't come back for me

Tuesday, September 11

You never love me like how I do love you....You are not willing to do anything for me like how I did to you.......





It's never easy to stay positive. Time where I told myself to stay positive but still I failed.

The feeling of urgh I just don't know how to describe it. Just wanna stop and let go of everything but knowing that I can't....

Time like this where I need someone to talk but I just don't feel like turning to anyone. Maybe I'm just too comfortable with one person till.... but it's okay.

"Someone who really love and care for you will always have time for you no matter how tired busy they are"

Well, couldn't agree more with this phrase :')


I need to stop this. Really I need to i wanna keep myself busy like nobody business starting next week. I wanna work all out. I just need to do that.

XoXo from princess
@ 1:50 AM


Monday, September 26

I've moved.
(:




www.italkyoushut-okays.blogspot.com



XoXo from princess
@ 12:37 AM


Saturday, July 23



XoXo from princess
@ 12:45 AM


Thursday, July 21

Mine's (:
VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything.. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only.




Mok's. hehhehe. this is so him!
TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!


XoXo from princess
@ 11:07 PM



I'm freaking bored. I'm suppose to do my BEV and POA work but i'm freaking lazy. mok not here to motivate me :( boooo! Mok sleeping and that's explain everything. Imma such a happy girl this past few weeks. I've make some changes in myself and hopefully it keep on going for the rest of my life, insyallah. Beside that, I'm so happy that I managed to understand all the POA sheets now. like the balance acct, credit n debit thingy. If only I'm not lazy from the start...... hehehehehee.

So basically, I had an awesome day spent with them yesterday although it was a short meetup. I went off quite earlier with Shida after durrah left cos I'm meeting mok. so yeah, we meetup at tamp small mac and off to grandlink. I had so much laughter that I can't hardly breath after laughing. Sang alot of song and now those song stuck in my head.

Dearest girls, I really appreciate that each and everyone of you make an effort to come down yesterday. I can't explain how happy I am yesterday. Despite all those fights, bitching, ego and whatever shits that we gone through, we managed to make it and solve everything. hope this friendship last till eternity. insyallah.

i love the fact that my hair look smooth and silky here. hehee. but naturally, buhooo :(

Fafa Fruitella
Shidah Siow
atiqah durrah
Nadhirah Natasha
meet my gemok! ((:
I've been wanting to post mok picture here but I know he won't like it. My mok selalu shy shy! hehehee. I miss him alot like seriously. :( When i think about you, i smile for no reason. You just make me happy. You're the best thing I've ever had ! Truly, madly, deeply in love with you.

I don't know how long this will last but what I know I'll fight for it till the end. Like what mok always said, ader jodoh tk kemana. (:

Andai takdir kita tak bersama,
selama jasad masih bernyawa,
tak mungkin kau dapat ku lupa.

Andai takdir memisahkan kita,
tak bersatu di bumi yang fana,
ku damba dikau di syurga.

mok, sing for me puisi cinta again please every night. hehehee.

One thing about me is Jealousy. And it is seriously an ugly disease for me. :/


XoXo from princess
@ 9:15 PM


Tuesday, July 19

I don't smoke, drink, or party every weekend. I don't sleep around or start drama to get attention. Yes, we still do exist.
I know I’m not perfect, and I don’t live to be. But before you start pointing fingers, make sure your own hands are clean. I may not be perfect, but I love everything about myself, family and my dearest friends, and appreciate everything I have.

I'm that girl. The one who purposely puts up a status, with a quotes explaining how she really feels for you.

A man who treats his woman like a princess is proof that he has been born & raised in the arms of a queen and i love you so much baby for treating me like a princess. for being extremely patience with me. for loving me. loving me like your own family. and for proving to me that there's still man instead of jerk in this world.


XoXo from princess
@ 11:44 PM


Saturday, July 9


Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high

Ok. I'm hungry. I nak macdonald, I nak ayam arnold, nak ayam kfc. nak semuanye laaa. I'm not working today but my eyes doesn't want to cooperate with me to sleep back. sighhhhhhhh. monday dah buka skola. and that make another sighhhh. I'm not looking foward for projects and all. I have not touch a single thingy on my project works all. i really need to buck up. two warning letters have been received. I don't want to disappoint mum especially. I need to end this 2 year course. I don't want to stop here. what's about my future if i were to stop with a only nitec cert when i can get H.nitec cert. insyallah, i'll do better. (:

OK. I'M HUNGRY! nk cry can? :(

beside that, i miss mok. I miss him alots. :/ mok sick. pity him. get well soon shayang. nanti dah baik kiter go makan kfc lagi okayy? hehheee.

nk carik makan ahhhh. byeeee ((:


XoXo from princess
@ 12:00 PM


Monday, June 27

helllo! (:
sorry for the absence.
life have been great. prefectly fine. alhamdulilah. thanks allah. (:
I finally am seeing the rainbow after those rain. insyallah.


You know what, i wouldn't want to tread you for anything else in this world.
I know it seem so fast that i move on. no it not fast ok. all those tears and times.wasted just like that.
but all i can say its too early for anything. what i know, i love you so much mok and i don't want to lose anyone in my life anymore, again. Especially my family, friends and you. i love you so muchy much mok! (:

Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia
Asal masih adanya kamu
Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan
Ku bersyukur adanya kamu

Kasihku ku amat mencintai kamu
Kerana kau beri erti hidup
Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya

sedetik lebih by anuar zain. for you sayang! (:




XoXo from princess
@ 10:37 PM


Saturday, June 4

The type of man I want :

Jadilah seorang lelaki yang beriman… Yang hatinya disalut rasa taqwa kepada Allah. Yang solatnya adalah maruah dirinya. Yang tidak pernah takut untuk berkata benar. Yang tidak pernah gentar untuk melawan nafsu. Yang berjuang di sisi Allah.


XoXo from princess
@ 11:12 AM


Sunday, May 29

I feel so good this morning, after long hours of sleep, omg. It feels great please.
Spent the whole day with family was totally awesome. shop with ibu for my daily stuff. had heart to heart talk with her. No one can ever replaced my ibu laaa. And I'll be getting my specs tomorrow, hopefully! I can't wait to get my baby Iphone 4 la. feel so jealous seeing people around me changing phone. Ibu said either thursday or friday depending on her working timing.

School start at 10 tomorrow and I'll be working in the afternoon. Hopefully school end earlier tomorrow so that i can go and take my specs. If not, must wait for tuesday. Like seriously I can't wait laaaa.


And people being sarcastic, mean, ridiculous or just anything bad to me, well,
you know what, someday, I don't mind returning you the same exact favor when you least expect it.
Take care. :D


XoXo from princess
@ 11:05 PM




hello shayang shayang! muahaha.

Sorry for the absence. Been lazy to update but i got alot la to update la. Life have been ups and downs. Kadang2 okay. kadang tk. Well, if life have been bitch, I will alwa
ys told myself, it's okay. Just go with it cos this is life. Just find something to cheer yourself up. Fcuk all the negative feelings and thought and people. Think for those who care and treasure you!

I'm not saying I'm totally fine here. But I'm glad I'm doing better day by day. Yahhhh. At times, I can't deny that I been crying thinking what will happened to me in the future, what did I do to deserve all the shits that I've gone through. Why life been unfair towards me. But hey, Like I said, this is life. Everyone gone through disappointment, hatred, love, happiness!

I think I like someone ahhh. saper lagi kalau bukan gemok bestfriend. memang like pun. dier baikkk but I'm unsure of this feeling. But seriouslyzx I'm avoiding it. I'm scared to be in love again. History will repeat again and again. Same things will surely happened again and again. Takot ahh nk sayang orang lagi. Takot ahh nk cinta cinta lagi. Takot ahhh!!
Beside that, I'm not totally over azroy. I don't want things to happened again like what I did to hendra or haslan. yes, i'm almost there. Just a litter chop chop mini time and I'll be allright and forget all those shitzxs that I've gone through with royy. So the best way is to just stay happy by my own and beloved family and friends. Beside that, sometimes the best way to stay close to someone you love is to be friends, nothing more and nothing less. True kan? Because it takes nothing to destroy a friendship cause we tend to treasure friendship alot. But it will take a few minutes or even worst second to destroy a relationship and act like a stranger. like me and roy. biarlahhh. if he think that make him happy, let him be la.

anyway, thank you abah for buying me the victoria secret perfume but have to share with adek ah. But still, it's better than nothing. Abah shooo sweet sey. He brought himself and ibu a couple watch. heheee. Cute rightttt.


I'm owning my baby iphone 4 white by next week. yeahhhh! Thank you so much ibu! me lurp chaaa shooo much! and and ibu brought me new specs tooo! how can i not be shoo in love with ibu cos she pampered me like a lot la nowww! heheee.

Oklahhh. dahhh ngantok. mata sudahhh tk tahsan la shayang. nights! assalamualaikum! (:



XoXo from princess
@ 1:59 AM


Monday, May 23

I'm back for updates people. :D

I'm so stress with school. :( Higher Nitec life seem so hard for me. The subject all are killing me manxzs! But insyallah, I'm not gonna to give it up just like that. Well, studies maner yg senang. I took the challenge and now i'm gonna make it to the end, insyallah. :D I wanna have a bright and better future. yg penting, jangan give uppp. cheyyy! motivating myself. hehee. I tknk hampakan ibu. I know she putting high hopes on me.

I'm planning to un-private my blog cos dah reach more than 100 readers. lagi2, i dah tk active on facebook. and yaaa, talking about facebook, i think i'm gonna activate my facebook soon uhhh. I don't know when but soon laa. ramai sms me tanyer pasal facebook. ader sampai email me. hehee. cute uhh korg. I'm so glad with to have such a wonderful people that care and concern about me. sayang korg!

Yesterday celebrate abang birthday at Sakura Downtown East. Best best best! I've yet to upload all those pictures. Soon okaysx i upload. Had so much laughter with beloved family with wak ti and wak dom and wak lim family! Hope to have more of this kindda outing soon!

I meet my budak gemok just now! Really had so much laughter. Thank you for making me laugh like nobody business. Thank you for all the jokes and laughter. nk lagi boleeee? hehehee. *cheeky smileeee* sayang bestfriend! (:

Anddddddddd yaaaaaaaaaaaa, besok mark 7th monthsary? u masih ingat tk? i bet tk kan. well, whatever it is, happy 7th! I gonna make this normal 7th like how i make my day without you for the past few weeks. insyallah i boleh. sorry people yang ask me about him and i cakap i tk kenal dier. i dah malas uh nk buka file pasal dier. penatzxs! :P



My blogskin bosan uhhhhh. Nk change sooon! :D


XoXo from princess
@ 10:38 PM


Friday, May 20

I know you are there Allah. I know you see my tears. I know you hear my prayers. I know you are testing me. And all I ask from you is to strengthen my Iman so I can handle the struggles in life and have patience. Please keep me safe from all this shit that happening in my life.

Oklahhhhh. life for me been good so far alhamdulilah.
Im fine though , i've never said i've moved on or shits like that but im perfectly fine now .
but seriously its normal to just like weep at times cause i miss azroy i don't find it a need now cause what for? He is happy so i think i should be happy too cause seeing him happy with everything he have now.

Seeing me cry at my worst and helping me and backing me up when im seriously falling, wipe my tears away when you know it won't stop there, patted my back to just hope i'll stop crying and thank you so much for those never ending be strong and things like that, i seriously thank you people so much for all those hopes and advices and to everything .Thank you so much people. i love you guys so much.


I had so much fun of laughter with twin and fiza just now.firstly accompany iqah go to get her pants and cut hair. heheee. had so much fun tooo! I love everyone around me so much. they never failed to make me laugh like nobody business! ((:

trust me, when i'm with my girlfriends or anyone I can laugh out like no one business. It's just when night, I start to think bukan2. hate it sia. luckily ader mok bestfriend with me. Mok, thank you so much. Mok belanja me makan long john yesterdayyy. hehhee. thanks mok! really, i had so much laughter with you sey mok. You make me go ulalalalalala! :DD i can be myself when i'm with you. (:

I miss mok bestfriend so much. Mok, can home from work faster please? If you're not here, I will think on what I shouldn't think laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. :( Beside that, I miss you la mok. :P



XoXo from princess
@ 9:39 PM



Yang dicari; walau bukan putera raja, biarlah putera agama. Yang diimpi, biarlah tak punya rupa, asal sedap dipandang mata. Yang dinilai, bukan sempurna sifat jasmani, asalkan sihat rohani dan hati. Yang diharap, bukan jihad pada semangat, asal perjuangannya ada matlamat. Yang datang, tak perlu rijal yang gemilang, kerana diri ini serikandi dengan silam yang kelam. Yang dinanti, bukan lamaran dengan permata, cukuplah akad dan janji setia. Dan yg akan terjadi, andai tak sama dgn kehendak hati, insyaAllah ku redha ketetapan Ilahi.

XoXo from princess
@ 9:32 PM



While you scream at your woman, there’s a man wishing he could whisper softly in her ear. While you humiliate, offend and insult her, there’s a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is. While you hurt your woman, there’s a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make your woman cry there’s a man stealing smiles from her.

XoXo from princess
@ 9:30 PM


Thursday, May 19

"Every relationship goes through stages. Where and how each stage develops is ultimately up to each person. While we always hope for the best, we often can't avoid the inevitable. "

True enough. Sometimes, when we hope that the things we want, the things we been holding on for so long, if it's not meant to be, it will never meant to be how hard we try so much. I learned to accept the fact you're no longer mine. I've learned to accept the fact that you are happily without me, having fun with your life.

Sometimes, I just wish that I can read through on your mind. On what you been thinking, on what's on your mind? Have you ever think of me after you leave me hanging? Don't you feel regret? and mostly, don't you miss me? don't you miss the times that we had? But it hurt me much more to think that way. Why must I think that way when I'm pretty sure that you're not thinking of me at all.

I thank god still, for not letting us meet each other at school. It would be pretty awkward for us to act like a stranger. Worst, you made a new facebook yet you didn't add me up. You even add your ex that have busted you, the ex that you always hate but why me, you didn't? This lady who have done so much for you for the past 6 months.This lady who love you like hell. this lady who willing to go through every shits with you yet you throw her away and treat her like a stranger.

It's okay. This lady have her friends and family still who loves her. In fact, I'm grateful that Allah love me and still giving a chance to live in this world to change for the better. It's okay, this lady will stay strong eventhough how it hurt seeing with other girls, seeing you on facebook with other girls, seeing you living your life happily without her. It's okay. One day you realize how much this lady meant to you. :')

I even when to the extend and delete my facebook. I mean deactivated my facebook account. But i'll be back on facebook once I can accept the fact and calm myself in a better way. The reason why i deactivate my account is simply simple. I don't want to keep hurting myself seeing you on facebook eventhough I didn't get to see your wall. Seeing you posting at your friends status all, adding girls and all. You even went to the club. Ya allah. :'( How it's hurt to be me. I always thought you are the one for me. I hope too much till I get this after breaking up in an improper way.

I can't deny the fact how much angry I am towards you. How much I hate you that I can't stand seeing your face! That I even said that I can't forgive on what you did to me dunia and akhirat. I swear I won't be able to forgive on what you did towards me. No, it's not because I hate you so much. It's just that, I hate the way you leave me, hanging. You can simply tell me the truth. You don't need to throw me away just like that. Making me suffer and cry and being emotional not myself. You said you hate seeing me being hurt, crying and all. But don't you realize all this while, i've been crying, been hurt all by you and your action. But I choose to stay and not give up. Because my reason are simply simple, I choose to be in a relationship with you and that's mean I want to be with you and only you. I won't give up on you. But yet, you choose to leave. You broke up your promises. :/ You said you wanna be with me till your last breath. remember you said that on you 17th birthday celebration? :( But why must all this happening.

No. I tak menyesal. I redha with whatever have happened. I believe allah have the reason for everything that have happened. Allah know whats the best for me. But it hurt me to the pieces seeing us like a stranger now. :(

Like what people said :

Stage 1: Meeting

Stage 2: The Chase

Stage 3: Honeymoon

Stage 4: Comfortable

Stage 5: Tolerance

Stage 6: Downhill

Stage 7: Breaking up

(unfortunately they left out)

Stage 8: remembering... :'(

A million words would not bring you back. I knew it because I've tried. Neither would a million tears, I knew it because I've cried. No, even if you were to come back, things won't be the same. History repeat twice, and I won't let it repeat again.

When someone walks out of your life, let them be. There's no use in wasting your time on people that leave you. What make you of yourself and your future is no longer tied with them. Yeah, you may miss them. But remember you weren't the one that gave up.

I'll do anything to make myself Happy, smile and enjoy my life. Making my life more meaningful and treasuring everyone around me. Insyallah. Guide me allah. (:


XoXo from princess
@ 9:35 PM


Biography
Let Me Introduce Myself

Mira. a year older every 24th august.
I'm one in a million. You can find no one acting the way I do.
Through out my years of living, I learnt alot of stuff.
I lied, I get cheated, I laugh, I cry, I smile and I learnt.
Well, this is life.



Love
Meet The People I Love

Adek♥ Anna♥ Durrah♥ Diana Barney♥ Eyfa♥ Fafa♥ fiza♥ Mirah Aci♥