Saturday, April 5
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAIHAN SAYANGKU ! I REALLY DO MISS YOU ALOTS ! YOU ALWAYS IN MY MIND WHENEVER I ENTER HMT CLASS ! (:
it jus feel that deep inside im crying while outside im trying to smile . what is that called ?
hypocrite ? idk y . i jus feel im not like the old me . the original me . now , i get hurt , scared n frighten of people . im feeling so sensetive nowadays . i cry easily . i get hurt easily . i angry easily . i dun like this type of feeling coming from me . i jus feel that i have no one to turn to when my friends n family are laways beside me . who always be there 4 me . i wanna be be my last tyme . the one hu always dun care wat people say . the one who understand her friends more . the one who spent time wif both sides of kuzzin more .
i feel that my relationship wif abah sides kuzzins are driftting apart . i dun wish it to happen . i do loves them alot . yes , they may be the irratating one but they so adorable who always make me laugh non stop . made me feel like i dun mind being called childish . they tend to understand me more . they always be my secret laughter ! i miss them so ! ever since arwah nenek passed away i feel that we are not that close . hmmmm . i really miss them so much ! i miss amin , ina n nana mostly ! those laughing gas of mine ! meet up soon okays peppy ?!
n i really feel grateful to be bless wif wonderful bestfriends ! yuhhh ! ifa n fiza . fiza use to be my laughing machine , while ifa is the secret machine ! ii have to say ifa really know me very2 well ! she know when im feeling down , low , happy , angry ! (: ii feel much grateful ! she even know my secret of loves when i nvr even tell anyone ! she really do know who i love most ! (: isit that what we called true friends ? yuhhh ! gemek , actually idk how u can know bout that . i was like kinda shocked ? mek , you always be there 4 me , always loves me , always try to tolerate wif my nonsence . you always be the one ho tell me wats rrites n wrong ! wat i really like bout you is that you accept me of who am i ! (: i can feel that you really care gf ! im sorry if i ever hurt you .
if i ever made you cry . if i ever scared you off . if i ever bully you . if i ever made you angry ! but watever it is .
i do care bout you mek ! i have to say that i cant stay happily in this world without you mek ! be mines bestfriends 4ever yuhhh ! (: thanks god 4 the true irratating friends ! (: aku sayang kamu many2 ! (:
n i guess i have write alots of emotional feeling in this post . ;D will post happening events next tyme yuhhh ! (:
till here . will share more bout todays prog next tyme okays ! (:
XoXo from princess
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