Sunday, April 13
ii jus regret myself knowing a kind of guy like u .
ii dunno y . i have enuf crying of you . you the onlu guy that my heart desired. you took my hearts wif your eyes , care but end up , where r you ? y u nvr treat me well like how u know me last time ? im not being emotional here . but im jus a normal girl . my hearts , mind , think all bout you ! if you dun have feeling 4 me , y you disturb me , talk to me . hold me n WHY DO YOU KISS ME ?! i dun understand y , cos my cousin ask u do so ? hmmm . if your answer is jus my kuzzins ask you so , i have to say u cowards n lame . cum on la . i know u a guy . full wif ego ! but cant u jus leave me a msg ?! jus sms me once . to tell me how ?! im deadly missing u ! u nid go back to hostel todae but cant u jus msg me . if you dun like me , tell me . i try my very hard to 4get you ! tell me ! i dun mind getting hurt now then later !if you love me , show me la ur care , ur concern . i nvr ask much . jus tat . plz ! i dunn wanna cry of you over again n again . i know u 4 the sake of my sedara but love you for the sake of myself . i wont love you this deep if not 4 my hearts ! come on . show me . tell me .i cant help but cry as i post tis . im hurt , very hurt ! whre are you ? i be waiting 4 ur call/ msg ? but where have you been ? i miss you la babi ! i cant stop this tears ! i hate you very much ! but i have to say that i miss you la ! i dunn wanna cry over n over again . i hate it !
today late 4 religious class . reach there in exact time la . have fun at madrash today wif huda ! listen to song all the way ! funn ! hehs . thanks huda 4 cheering me up ! (: hehs . thanks 4 d song tuu ! heheh! after madrash , tuiton . rabak! pnat la sheyy ! hahahha ! i was scolded 4 not understand some parts ! ehhhh . it was ur job to teach me wat i dun understand , you are same la like mr farid . but i guess it was not his fault . he was sick .tat y !
tommorow will the be the LaLaLaLa day 4 me . i mean bad day . ibu going meet mr adrian . wish me luck people ! surely no more com 4 me , going out ! hmmmm . gagagag . but i dun mind if i cant play com cos i cant control myself once im infront this stupid com! gagagag. but plz ! let me go out . i nid outing . hahahs . let me play com also la . hahah . but cut short the time i mean ? hahah . watever it is , i must say i deserve to be scolded . yuhhh . cos im too much . i tink so . i dun mind being scolded by mum but not abah . you know wat ? im hatting hym very much ! im lovingu jus the sake of ibu . i know la . u jus care only 4 teha . wats bout me ? abg ? i dun mind if you hate me la .
N abg ! wats wrong wif you nowadays ? y we dun close like last tyme ? i miss those days ! are you trying to say u jealous ? i really miss the old you la ! the one hu always side me when im fighting wif teha , share my prob , share ur prob , listen to our lameness joke ? why must uu change now ? i wont change la jus cos i have hp or i always use c0m . i miss our fightness still . the kecoh fightness ! you disturbing me . do tell me if im wrong . but yesterdae nite was funn ! you disturb me when im using the com although it was full of angerness ! hahah ! (:
Sabrina , im so sorry 4 not following you yesterdae . it not that i dun want but you know la , i dun like to join any school events like this . i dun mind if you angry wif me cos i dun folllow u but i went out wif my kuzzins sis . i know , im not true fwen when it come to part like this . n i know if i nvr went out wif them yesterdae , when is the time i can go out ? ibu will meet mr adrian tommorow so you know rites wat does that means ? hhmmmm . SORRRY SABRINA ! (:
yuhhhh ! yesterdae outing was .............................................................! i dun wish to share . hehs . close fwens ask me if you want to . hahas .pickas insyallah will be post once i have the courage ! (; hahah ! i jus upload pickas wif dear2 sedara ok .
i wont be posting much i tink so 4 this period of time cos myb i wont be let to play the com n i wanna study 4 exam ! (: hehs .
XoXo from princess
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