firstly ;
HAPPY BIRTTHDAY NUR FATHEHAH ! haha .
lil sis birthday . share wif abg $$ n brought her an mp3 . need to take out money from posb .-_-
my posb botak ah abeh . haha
today school was so super tired ah abeh . my body are all aching over .
very damn tired . but after school went to mkn wif gemek n sabby n dil .
thanks mek for the sweet gift from kL ! i really app it sayang ! it so nice n cool .i really enjoy myself jus now . but i was super tired . hahah .
fun fun fun . jokes all ard ! ((=
school so fast da buke ah abeh ! penatt . haha . but was fun wif peeps ard . ;D
fiza dear sayang . dun be too sad . we are always here for you .
ash gerl yo ! haha . sorry for the misunderstanding jus now .
i hope u doing great sayang , meet up soon baby !
((=
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I don't know anything anymore.
You see here, I have absolutely zero faith in whatever I do right now.
What I am pretty sure of is that, I'm living life day by day.
I don't see reasons to actually make plans cause honestly, however much you plan, if its not meant to be, it won't be.
I have lost the ability to actually care about what the rest of the world does, and what it means anymore.
I don't give a damn if the world is about to die or whatsoever, cause maybe that's what I am hoping for.
Though I am not ready to die yet, since I've yet to repent, but see, I want to die.
Life's nothing to me anymore.
All these while, I know,
I have been avoiding being sad and just try to at least, wake up with a smile.
But I know, deep down, it was just a facade.
I did it just for the sake of doing it and proving to everyone else I am okay.
I did not do it because I really feel like it.
I've stopped talking about him totally, probably indirectly I will still talk about him, but I don't mention his name anymore.
But people come up to me and ask me, " How Are You? "
Do they really mean it when they asked?
I mean, it's a cliche. I'll just answer it back with a cliche, .
" Yea, I am fine *insert wide smile*. "
watever . im tired . myb i jus so emotional .
XoXo from princess
@ 8:16 PM
