Tuesday, July 1
I know I shouldn't have expected too much.
It hurts just the same anyway.
where were you when i need you now ?
where were you ?
to hear me laugh n cry like last time where we used to share every single moments togather ?
i know , now u r happy . does that means u wanna forget me just like that ?
you surely know how much i treasure you . how much i really do love you then aniting .
but now , i just feel that my feeling for you are not like last time .
secret moments , happy moments , gossiping moments are all jus gone like that .
and now im sharing more of my life time to the kuzzins that i use to hate .
& you know wat , im starting to love her more than i love you .
wat i can say is UFO ! ( siak jer aku)
well . kak sufia & abg acha been really rock my ass this few days. (: thanks to them , i get to go to the apit concert ! thanks to them , im not lonely . thanks to them , i been eating ben & jerry ice cream alots . hehs . all thanks to them . & yeah , i promise every week i spent wif u guys b4 both of you get married on this 080808 . haha . thanks loves for everything . i tresure every m0ments .
thanks sab for jus being there for me when i need you ! i really app you for coming to my life , loves . memories wif you are full wif crapness . full wif bitchness , full wif care n mostly full wif LOVES ! ily bestfy .
ibu ? hmmm . she change . in fact byk berubah . she n her attitude . scold here , scold there .
i know , u spent alot of your time wif your working friend more that you spent time wif us .
but plz , u making me hate you . hate you staying at home . today u off day , but u still scold ask by saying u are tired , if u r so do us . we also tired .
sigh ,
idk y but im seriously hating my mum side . they jus so selfish . y must always be me ?
like yesterday , when wak lim come my house , only teha was at home n the housekey were wif us . i mean like no house key were left at home .
& he need to go in through the window . when i came home , he was like angry wif me by saying"y u bring the key? i need to go in through the window."
i reply: abeh ?
he:aper yg abeh ?
me:abeh kan teha sorg uat per dier nk ader kunci? lagipun maner tau wak lim nk dtg per.
then i go in the house n cant be bother wif him . plz la !
at the first place , who ask u to come ? come then wanna angry2 ? UFO la ! tkyah dtg sdh lain kali . karut sak . nk dtg tpi attitude uat per .
klau ader pape susah tau kat umah nyayi , tau carik kiteorg . lain kali carik wak yah ker , wak ti ker , wak kam ker n all the wak2 la . dun find us la klau perangai mepek ginie .
like u , we also have feelings .
abg say keturunan ibu mmg suker mengamuk2 . & yeah that true . i observe it & many of my aunty n uncle are the same .
watever shit , now im close to abah side more .
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One thing for sure, I am in a heap of trouble now.
in a dilemma sure sucks, but not as if I asked for it right? I mean, no one asked to get into a trouble/problem/stupid situation/yadayadayada. I really don't know what to type.
So the thing is, who's there to blame?.
hahaha !
All I need is something stable, to hold me close and tight.And to never let me go when troubles are in sight.
im starting to love you 250608 .
XoXo from princess
@ 4:52 PM
@ 4:52 PM
