today school was quite fun still . maha n sab the best still .
nithia as per normal so kecoh during recess when buying to buy food time .
she so so cute when aisyah cut the line . she was like cursing aisyah .
then wif nadu jokeness somemore .
during maths class sat wif her . she ask me about the drama of cinta fikri n i reply her back but about other stroy . idk wats wrong wif my ears .
someting wrong i guess . or myb nadu speaking . cos all the way she talk , i keep hearing things wrong . haha .
reach home quite early today . 1235 . mr see release us early .
ibu was ccoking spaggeti . helped her wif it .
i was like so manja wif ibu jus now . make her kitchen into big mess .
i miss her joking all . ever since she working , she didnt spent alots of time wif us .
only on sat n sun . sat also she need to go for her religious class . so not that much time we spent time out togather .
dyla came after that . to take fyza baju . then we talk2 bout some issues on her dad .
yuhh . her dad is so LAME . stopping me to be close wif dyla .
dyla told ibu EVERYTHING bout her dad . EVERYTHING . wow . dyla life is such in a big mess . hmmm . she must have suffer alot wif her dad behaviour . even ibu say that dyla dad behaviour towards them are so so sucks .
it was like so merepek kan . well . idk .
then send dyla to the bustop . saw hendra , haziq(: , nazli , sani n some of their senior near the mama shop there .
omg . HAZIQQQQ ! ((:
haha . hedra pass me fiza letter . i was like so delighted to saw fiza letter . i miss her alots ah .
that henra say ;
Hendra : Ahh, nampak lelaki pakai topi tu tak?
Me : /searching/ Ahh. Nampak. Asal?
Hendra : Die mintak nombor ah.
Me : Takde nombor ah
Hendra : Takde nombor? /look at my handphone/ Eh pelik eh?
Me : /step blur/ Ah ah
Hendra : Okay. Boleh tolong? Just type any number jelah kat handphone ni. Biar die nampak.
Me : /key in 92274361/ * entah nombor setan mane ntahhhh*
Hendra : ahh. Okay. Thanks eh.
Aku da HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. Babi lah. Nak kasi nombor Kawan, kesian pulak nanti si minah tu. So just made up any number and ta-daaaa. To the poor soul, maaf ye. Da darurat.
then went home , read fiza letter . wow . she changed alots . n she was like putting the blame on me for not stopping her to change . watever . `
then i played wif the com . bf online n below the conversation wif him . hmmm .
our anniversay mcm merepek g2 kan ?
gaduh ? fighting ? my fault ? his fault ? i also dun know .
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Okay. I get green with envy when I see vehicles on the road. Especially bikes with teenagers attached to it. I've been wondering, or rather wishing to have a vehicle to call my own. Erm, either a car or motorbike will do, pls. Not lorry nor van nor public buses. Sheeesh. Three more dreadful years to go before I am legal for license. 6 more long years to go before I become legal as a whole. Free to do my own gedamn stuffs. Shucks. This is beginning to feel like a very long wait.
Oh wait!
ibu said me n teha are allowed to get motor license. Okay. Don't worry cause I am sure I am able to bend that rule abit. Erm alright. I'll take my driving license when I get 18 and then when I get 21, I'LL TAKE THAT GEDAMN LICENSE!!
&& ohyahhh ;
HAPPY 11MoNthsAry EYFA DEAR n AKID DEAR ! ((:HAPPY 1 MoNthsary DYLA n ALLAN ! ((:HappY 2 Monthsary ZIELA n DANNY ! ((:Happy 3 years n 10 Months FYZA n KHAI ! ((:wow . alots of 25 couples babes kan ? haha .
me & bf ? haha . he can go n die i tink .
seriously , idk how i feel towards him ?
angry ? loves ? miss ? hates ?
everything gets mixed up . idk . i jus dun know who am i to you .
idk if im the one who start the fight or its him ?
sent him msged this morning ;hye dear , gudmorning. jus wanna wish u happy 1st month anni . cepat ehh b da 1st months . idk y ur angry wif me . pasal fiq ? klau u nk marah i pasal fiq , i guess it doesnt make sense at all . klau u tk suker fiq kasi i comments tuu semua , there same goes to me . i tk kesaah klau u nk kwn ngan pompuan2 maner , but y must ader hus n kiss semua ? saper iqah beylo nye pic kat u nye fwenster profile ? saper pompuan2 kat hp u ? n i nie saper utk u ? klau u jus treat me as ur fwen , then let me go. kiter masih lei jdi kwn per . idk y but im loving u alot as each day past by . but before i loves you more n more , i guess u better let me go if i mean nothing to you . no points saying ily , imy , call me baby if u dun mean it . then in the afternoon this is wat i get ? am i being to emotional ? am i being too controlling . i didnt mean that sey . i jus want my right as ur gf . as UR GF ! hmmm . wateverrrrr .
when i start to talk bout to those girls in ur fwenster , tagged n hp , u start tu naik angin .
yesterday i check ur prep8 at AXS , it was left wif 5cents ? wtf . whereas when i check the axs on mon , it was left wif 13.50 n on wed it was left wif 20 plus bucks . & now left 5 cents ? saper seyy u used that prep8 to ? when u SELDOM MSG ME . how can i not feel the other way round if u perangai like this ?
&& u say i nvr treat u as my bf ? hahah . i was like so LOL .
i nvr treat u as my bf ker ? i think n i believe that i done my part as gf sey .
now ure just gone like that ? silent all the way ? bagus uhh kirekan .
but now i dun really care bout him now .
i really dun really give a damn (:
cos i believe , im not in the wrong place n u jus a jerk , playboy .
& somemore no points of me being sad , cos friends n family do cheer up my life still (:
till here ;
much loves amirah .
XoXo from princess
@ 8:15 PM
