Just came back from picnic . It was damn funnnn plus tiring !
Two days turut2 go laut east coast . Hell fun ! with beloved kuzzins . (:
Theres picture but im lazy to upload uh .
Didnt go cik som's house today . As just came back from doctor .
Teha's leg got injured , if im not wrong
termasuk batu . Poor thing . She cant move alot .
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Im not being myself this few days . And i feel that im losing friends .
Part of its , i making new friends . yes , i do love my new friends alot . Infact much more than them .
But i just don't know why im feeling that im losing my old friends .
Im lazy to pick the phone and dial my friends number . Infact i waiting for their call but seriously , im lazy to talk to them after they called me .
Im lazy to talk to them about everything .
Im lazy to go out with them .
Im lazy to know about them .
Im lazy to hear their story .
I just don't know why .
And i start to realise i don't have any true friends .
Yes ! I just came to realise that i dun have true friends . True friends that are willing to understand me of who i am . That know me inside out . that ....................................... everything !
They may say they my true friends but sorry , i just have to deny it . Cause Friends and Best Friends Forever are different .
Partly of it , its my mistakes for showing this kind of attitude but i just don't know why .
Things started to change .
Knowing me for a long period of time doesn't mean you know me well .
Cause i start to have this thinking that new friends do understand me alot than you do .
XoXo from princess
@ 8:55 PM
