Letters To You

Rayer picture are finally saved and store in my computer ! (:
I don't know if i shall post it in blogger or multiply .
And yeah , me & twinny make a shared acct at multiply . All her idea la . I don't really know how to use multiply . Boleh tahan susah uhs .

Actually today planned to go out with the girls . But since twinny going to zo0 , we postponed it to tommorow . And yeah , Mum not working tommorow ! (: Following her to pasar tommorow . Early in the morning lagi . She say she wanna buy stuff for hari raya haji skali . Doi .

He came back in my life . Not as a steady . But as a Friends .
And we keep chatting for the past few days . I knew , i told myself i'll forget him but hye , its him who started out the conversation ! I don't know what the purpose or intention either but seriously my hearts feel like bursting out/pumping very loudly when we were chatting . I know I told myself i'll get out of this life . But it seem so hard on me . We were talk about random stuff and pop out stupid ques . haha .
Friends with you are better than being with you . But i can't get those feelings out . No matter what people told me about you , No matter what people say about you , No matter how you used to treat me in the past , No matter how bad you are , My hearts still are for you i guess .

I admit im strong without you . But still deep in my heart , i want you ! You stole my heart on 25o6o8 . I admit i didn't love you that much . But since day started to pass by , i start to love you more n more . I used to hack care about your past eventhough i always are angry with you for keep lying to me . You lie to me more than 10 times i tink ? Even more . But idk why im still keep this relationship on .
Until that very one day when i knew , you are planning to go on relationship with one girl . i been told and i start to think of breaking this relationship with you . And we did broke up .
But 1/2 months after that inccident , you came back to my life again . Asking for patch . Saying you're regret over your action and stuff . I still kept those sweets words of urs in this blog of mine .
I choose to believe you and gave you another chance . Cause my hearts still cant forget you .
And we did move on togather again . And we did fight over alots alots alots alots of things .
But still there still alots of happy moments too .
And till one day , SomeoneSomeone brainwashed me about you . Told me about you . Told me how you lied me . Told me about your behaviour . Told me everything about you which idk ! which i find its hard to believe . But i choose to believe them cos like people say , once they do , they will always do it again . And i fought with you badly on that day remember ? I remeber how i cry infront of my friends . Infront of them . They keep saying im so stupid to believer you .
ANd we did broke up . Some friends say i made the right choice . Some say im being mean for not letting you a chance to speak up . But i were very confused then . Hate/Love/angry starts to mixed my feelings around .
And i told myself , i will forget you . I try and managed to move on .
But , i still can't . cos i knew , No matter how big your mistake are , No matter how mad im with you , No matter what people say , No matter what happened , I still loves you till now i guess .
i told myself after this break up , i wont contact with you anymore . I promise myself that i wont entertain you no matter what , . But i don't know whats make me turn back my words .

[b]Beat the living shit out of me or die trying!!/b] says:
i miss u..

#o7 mïrä ; ι ℓєт уσυ SEMACK мє ιƒ ι мιѕвєнανє c says:
wrong window ?

#o7 mïrä ; ι ℓєт уσυ SEMACK мє ιƒ ι мιѕвєнανє c says:
hahaha .

[b]Beat the living shit out of me or die trying!!/b] says:
nope

#o7 mïrä ; ι ℓєт уσυ SEMACK мє ιƒ ι мιѕвєнανє c says:
yeah . miss you too .

[b]Beat the living shit out of me or die trying!!/b] says:
u just saying it cause i said it or really?

[b]Beat the living shit out of me or die trying!!/b] says:
haha

#o7 mïrä ; ι ℓєт уσυ SEMACK мє ιƒ ι мιѕвєнανє c says:
i mean every word i said . not like u . hahah

[b]Beat the living shit out of me or die trying!!/b] says:
wah

[b]Beat the living shit out of me or die trying!!/b] says:
u think i dont huh?

#o7 mïrä ; ι ℓєт уσυ SEMACK мє ιƒ ι мιѕвєнανє c says:
well . idk la . no comments . jus forget it . haha .

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm !
Idk y im talking about the past ! Maybe after reading mira blog ?
hhaha !
But whatever it is ,
I know i can move on . (:

p.s , im still not over you .

XoXo from princess
@ 7:03 PM