Parent meet session was suck !
i hate you to the core . who do you think you are ?! just a senior teacher . You don't teach me any subject . and what right you have to judge me tru my result ?! ehhh . come on la . you don't even know me ? and what right you have to said those things about me to my dad ?! yes , i know my result sucks alot but do you have to look down on me ? just because im a malay ? just because you don't like seeing me with nithia ? close to nithia ? come on la . don't be rasist can anot ? you don't know anything about my result so can you shut you fucking gap ?! You can fuck off la . because of you , i cried infront of mr see . because of you , i failed to control my anger n lead me to crying. you love it right ?! And what does you mean by " you know how to speak english?" to my dad? o0oh hello old women , look here . my dad know how to speak english so you can shut your fucking effing mouth ! if you don't like me being friend with your student , that perfectly okays with me lah ! whatever it is , im gonna prove you wrong ! im gonna show you i can make it . and i can do better . And by that time you gonna shut your mouth and im gonna make sure YOU PRAISE me ! That was my first time to cry infront of a teacher during parent meet session . THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME for me to cried when my teacher said bad things about me . i nvr ever cry infornt of a teacher but you, old woman , make me think that im so useless! im gonna prove you wrong ! if you wanna be racist , i don;t mind being one too !
Goshh . its so embrassing to cry infront of mr see . he was shocked to see me crying . he thought im the cheerful and happy2 type . but he was like damn shocked seeing me crying . but thanks mr see for the support . im gonna prove that old woman wrong !
the reason i cry ? cause i cant control my anger . i just feel very hurt of her words . i did try my best okays ! i did do veryyy hard . i did ask here n there . but idk y ? im giving everything up . i cant make it . im feeling very damn down . damn low . plus with that old woman words . you make me feel that i can't do it . i can't make it to sec 5 .
i hate myself for asking dad to come today . if i knew everything this could happened , i will asked mum to come on monday . dad didnt scold me . he didnt nag at me like how he used to . he just gave me advice . and something that really touched me was when he asked
"why are you running away from me? why are you not close to me like how ur sister and brother?""i know,im very nagging and egoistic but you shall know that right?""our behaviour are same."i feel very far away from you my daughter""i wish you can be like your other siblings who are close to both parents?""i am your father , do tell me if you have any problem"i feel very damn down when dad said this. im sorry dad. i didnt know that you care for me. i thought you are favouritsm and you hate me now. im sorry . i change. im gonna prove everyone that im still the old me .
not forgetting , thank brother for the comfort. i really feel that im someone in this house. thank family .
and old woman:
IM GONNA PROVE YOU WRONG AND I GONNA MAKE SURE YOU PRAISE ME ONE DAY ! MARK MY WORD . my mood are spoilt and i don't feel like going anywhere this holiday. im damn hurt by your word old woman! black mamba~
XoXo from princess
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