Letters To You

So today was art paper . The PAPER for us to draw was damn difficult . Plus not enough time .
Watever. The paper is over now . Left with physic, chem, and maths. Tomorrow will be maths paper 1 and physic. Thursday will be Maths paper 2 and chemistry. Friday will be no school day as i have no paper that day. but there will be the mentoring prog. don't know if wanna go anot. And monday will be marking paper day. (: i love this week .

Actually im not suppose to be in front of this computer since i promise gemz n dut to meet them for study group at 1.30. But i wanna play my facebo0k game 1st and update this blogger. (:

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Its the 1st(:
I don't know how you can tolarate with me .
&
I don't know how i can tolarate with you.

You never failed to make me smile, angry, upset and watsoever.
You never failed to put into sleep in the middle of the night when i can't go to sleep.
You never failed to give me strength when i feel like giving this relationship up.
You never failed to comfort me when im crying.
I like it when you were not forcing me that day.
I like it when you do those things for me.
I like it when you comfort me when i was crying.
I like it when you keep saying im urs.
I like it when you keep saying ily non stop till i'm angry.
I like it when you say everything gonna be allrite.
I like it when you hold my hand tightly and say im proud to be urs.
I like it when you say sorry non stop when we fighting.
I like it when you AlWAYS give in.
I like it when you said you attached when i try to prank you alot of times.
I hate it when you scold me for nothing.
I hate it when you control me.
I hate it when i have to report everywhere i go to you.
I hate it when you start to threaten me to call my house each time i didn't picked up your call.
I hate it when you asked me to go home when i'm with my friends.
I hate it when you cried.
I hate it when you shout at me when we fight.
I hate it when you making stupid nonsence noise when we going out.
I hate it when you kiss me infront of the public when you know i don't like it.
and I REALLY hate it when i have to lose him just to be with you.

I once told you, i regret knowing you. And you answer THIS"trust me, you will love me deeply one day and hate it when you have to let me go.But reassure, i promise i won't let you go"
Now, im starting to love you more , more and more.
But i know, one day, i need to let you go. I can't go on with you as i know my parents too well.
I just need you for now. I just want you for now. I don't give a damn about the future for now.
I just want to be with you for long.

I know it still early for me to say all this since its only our 1st, but bby, i just want you to know that you may not be the best but you are the one i want.

Happy first still babylove(:
i love you for who you are .
12o4o9<333
& Happy first to twinny and kam.(11o4o9)
& happy second to ina and tarun.(1oo3o9)

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i'm off now. tc readers<3333

much loves. amirah(:

XoXo from princess
@ 11:58 AM