Letters To You

haha. I said on previous post I be doing my art. But nahh, I can't concentrate. The computer are calling me la. What do you expect. Furthermore, There's no paper tomorrow. so let's me have fun a little bit. hahaha.

see above picture? Wan send it to me just now afternoon. Haha. I don't know what his reason and purpose for sending me all this. In my mind, i have this feeling and thinking that " alar. dier buat nie mesti nk tunjuk. nk ckp yg dier masih "sayangkn" aku la." haha. Yes, i do still really love you but I'm not that stupid anymore. Even abang said that wan thought I'm really crazy over him so that I'm willing to do and give everything he asked for that why he don't want to let me go for now. and abang even say If wan want, he can find many better girl outside. much more better. I agreed on what brother said too.

Although people said, your smile sucks, your attitude sucks, your behaviour sucks, your smell sucks, your looks sucks, your face sucks, you are a busted, you are good for nothing, you are lazy or whatever negative comment, to me, you still are perfect in my eyes.

Its come unexpectly and its goes unexpectly too..
Even though you're faking it, i really appriciate.
it as those makes me happy.
I would die for you.
I guess I'm a fool to actually think that you are thinking of me.

I don't really know what I expecting on actually. Its hard actually. I had enough of all this shit. I want to go with my life like how I used too. But it just that I'm scared of not being able to move on without him.

anyway, prelim paper was suck actually. But there's some question that I be able to answer actually. And i realised something that is the question are same like how we normally we do in class it just that they twist some part of it. But still I can't managed to do it. I'm sucked at memorising and remembering things. haha.

anyway, happy 4th(:

I miss all my friends badly. Aci especially! I nk meet you la aci! heeee.

ok bye! aku ngantuk! lol.

XoXo from princess
@ 12:12 AM