Its my off day today(:
Like finally I get to stick my butt at home. However, I miss working too. I miss cleaning the bar. I miss making desserts. I miss eating. I miss the pepsi there. haha. Tomorrow will be working morning shift. Sleep like a pig today. haven't clean up my room yet. Mum have been nagging at me to clean up my room. I was so bored so I try to make my own spagetti like how the auntie at my workplace do but hahaha. It turn out so yucky!
So after slacking at home doing nothing except for watching teevee, play com and make a mess at the kitchen, I was bored so I went to Meet love. In fact almost everyday I met him. That why it so good living in the same block.(: Play Tic Tac Toe and guessing game with him was fun!
Tomorrow going to Kak Nur's birthday bbq pit.
I am so excited for it! Hahaha. I ask wak ti to cook bbq sting ray. Wak ti say I always ask for this and that. Haha. But yet, until now I haven't brought for her any gift yet. I have no time. lol.
I havent upload all the pictures at my blog. L A Z Y. brother have been nagging at me non stop to clear all those pictures at my documents. And ohyar! Btw congrats brother for passing ur Motor TP. heard that he buying motor from azahar's brother. Wahhhh! Can fetch me from work already. Can go school together with you next year. haha.
Fiza, I am sorry for hurting your feeling again. Its not that I am fighting with yan over you. like what your brother told me. I really have no intention at all. Its just that I am angry with how our friendship are going now. You told me you won't forget me once you with yan. Yes. But action speaks louder than words baby. I won't talk more on this. What gonna happened next, I don't know. Just hope you stay strong with what had happened. Everything happened with a reason baby.Anything find me. Insyallah I try my best to help. I love you.
Sometimes, I wonder why do i still bother to think about you. Its been weeks you left me. Left me wondering. You make me breathless. wondering where you gone to? Why you leave me? When will you come back? I even dream about you thrice. Without a single word came out from your mouth but others. Why? I miss you. why do i still bother to think about our memories even though I am with him? I miss you calling me baby. I miss you scolding me. I miss you laughing. I miss you singing 'kaulah segalanya'. I miss everything about you. Come back will you? Explain everything to me. I willing to let you go but please come back and explain. That all I need from you. Looking back the at my blog's archives reminds me of you. Of our past. Those pictures. Those fights. Those moments. I do really miss you no matter how i hard I force myself to hate you. i am tired of crying for you.
I know I am strong. Insyallah.
Oklah. I now off to clean my room and living room .
take care people. I be back for more soon!
much loves, amirah.
XoXo from princess
@ 7:19 PM
