Heyheyy lovely readers..My name is nadhirah..Currently im sharing this blog with mira..As im lazy to do one..So i decided to share this blog with my babylove,mira darlink..muahaha..=)Hmm,anyway we just got back from our break...Mira,me and shida went to eat Kway teow goreng while iqa went to eat nasi ayam goreng.. As for fafa and fiqah,they eat nasi with lauk..
Eventhough the kway teow goreng was a lot,it was like for 'two person meal', we manage to finish it..Cos all of us was so hungryy..Haiyaa, now My stomach feel like want to burst already cos im already too full..Perangai gemok sia nadh..no wonder mira love to called me 'mok',...huhu=)..And btw i do really miss him a lott..I share my problems with mira yesterday while we were in the bus..As we just got back from eating the $1.80 chicken rice at Tamp..I cant believe that i actually buy two plates of chicken rice!! Can you imgine that??.hahaha..Fafa,mira,shidah and fiqah all laugh at me when i said i wanted to buy another one..Well,what to do,i was so hungry at that point of time seyy.. Dah kebulur sehh perot..
Korang jgn lah ketawekan akuu..tak baek seyy..majok arh..boo..
Anyway when i share my problems wif mira,i just felt like crying..
But i tried my best to be strong and not to cry infront of her...
Each night i will cry when i listen to this song name,'Tak ku sangka,tak ku duga'..
It reminds me of him..
Betapa mulianyer hati ihsan yg bernama Muhammad Nazrul ini..
Im so grateful to have known him in my life..
He is like one in a million..
Its impossible to find another him cos he just too special..
He was like A gift from God to me but what a pity,i didnt treasure him..
A guy like him is impossible to find elsewhere..
I miss everything about him..
I remembered that there was this time we fought wif each other..
And the next day,he waited at my staircase without me knowing it..
When i wanted to go down the stairs,i saw him standing right infront of my staircase..
I was enamoured by his smile..
Holding a bouquet and a fererro rocher chocolates in his arm,he told me this,"im sorry,pls forgive me."..
How sweet of him..
In life,some things are just not meant for us..
Im sorry if i rejected you eventhough i love you so much..
But i cant be selfish to myself..
It was like A big rock blocking my way and that was why i rejected your proposal..
And i dont know if im strong enough to bear that responsibility..
Im really sorry dear..
How much this heart of mine wanted to be wif you,only God knows..
Kita yang merancang.Tuhan yang menentukan..
And Until now i still have the guilty conscience..
Thats all for now till we meet again,assalamualaikum..
Tata!!!=)
Learn to let go and i will always love you,Muhammad Nazrul.
You are just one great guy.
Your name will remain etched in my heart now,tomorrow and forever..
May peace be upon you readers.
XoXo from princess
@ 2:20 PM
