Letters To You

Assamualailkum readers. I'm back again. I've been very very busy with school. Exams is just around the corner. Just completed my CSV roleplay and OSA powerpoint slide. Screw up in CSV :( I'm so sorry girls. But we really put in our hardwork together. Just lack of practice. Completed my OSA powerpoint.(: Am so happy with it. So now just focus on CSV and EFC exam that are coming in 2 weeks time. 2nd june starts of holiday. Till mid of July. YEAHHH! :D

Anyway, I've been going school without failed after the previous holiday. No matter how lazy I am, I will get up and push myself to get ready who school. It was really tiring to get up as early as 5.30 am when class start at 8pm. I really want to go to Higher Nitec. Beside that, having a girlfriends like Fafa and Fiqa who never fail to give me advice and guiding me all the way make me want to go school every single days. Thank you so much girlfriends. <3 I loves going to school too. Meeting them, laugh my ass out like nobody business make me so happy with them. Not forgetting Iqah and shida and nad too. (:

Last week, slept at fafa's house again with fiqa was great. I had so much fun laughing with them. Finished our CSV roleplay together. The others didnt join us due to some problems. Went to 711 at late night just to but maggie. We had so much fun exploring. Slept at Fafa's hall was so cooling! It was so nice till I didn't hear my alarm clock ringing. haha. Fafa was pissed off with my alarm clock that she switch it off. It was great sleeping over at your house babe. Nk tdo lagiii uhhh! Confirm kecoh.

Yesterday went to Watson building to apply job with Fafa and Iqah. They got the job but I didn't. :( They say they will give me a call within this week. Maybe god want me to just stay at Pizza Hut. lol. Fafa starting the job this monday while iqah this thursday. We try to apply at Mphosis. The pay so WOW! (: They also said that they will give us a call by the end of this weekend. We also wanted to try at Carrefour but they asked us to go to Suntec for interview. Had our very late lunch at the hawker centre at PS. rushed to work after that. Work was tiring. Had my moodswing as Im having my menses. Soorry girls lau aku marah2.

Anyway, I miss my straight har alot. :( I didn't regret of perming my hair. But it just that I am not use with it. I still prefer my straight hair. Gonna rebond my hair back soon. Don't know went. Still saving up my money. (:

I miss you so much #12. Where are you? Why did you leave me hanging? Without any words? I may say that I hate you, I don't need you, I don't want you but you know I can't let it go. But why did you leave me? I miss you so much. I miss you smiling at me. I miss it when I hold your arms when I'm scared of something. I miss it when you wipe my tears when I cry. I still remember you saying this"lau bkn i, saper lagi nk lapkan i air mater u" I miss you being there when I need you. Do you still remember all those memories we had like how I still remember it? Do you still keep the cards that I've gave you? I missing you effing much.

I try to move on but I can't. I may have get to know others guys after you but you still the one that I need and love. I know you be reading this. Please Tell me why you're silent.

XoXo from princess
@ 7:33 AM