Tuesday, August 10
As times goes by, now then I realize who's my true friends. My real bestfriend. The one who always understand me no matter how hard for them to. Always try to know me eventhough they know nothing on how I feel. Who willing to hug me although I'm wet due to perspiring. Who willing to go through everything with me. Its hard to find someone like them. Sometimes, I myself can't do like what they are doing. Whatever it is, Thanks bestfriend for everything. You know who you are.
Today school was awesome! Only fiqa, iqah and I attend class. I mean dalam enam girlfriend kami, cumer enam orang sahaja hadir. lol. Today kelas belajar cara bersolek. Best! Saya tolong Iqah and Mei Qi cabot kening. Sorry kalau kening anda cacat akibat perbuatan saya. Maafkan aku ya teman2. Lepas kelas, ader BEO lesson. sungguh membosankan mata pelajaran itu. Cikgu tua itu tidak habis2 mahu shoot saya dan teman2 saya. Sungguh membosankan.
Gambar kelas yang kita ambil 2 minggu atau 1 minggu lepas tidak silap saya sudah tibe. Wahoo0o! Cantik banget ! Itu adalah pertama kali saya duduk di kerusi. Jika tidak saya selalu kene berdiri. Ini duduk sebelah cikgu lagiii. saya sukerrrr! Haha. :D
Anyway, Saya rindu girlfriend saya yang seorang ini. Fafa fruitella. Rindu sangat dier. Ape khabar dier sekarang? Harap2 baek2 saje. Jangan luper makan ubat anda ok? Senang2 sms la saya! Saya kangen banget dey same kamu.
Ok. lame post. I'm bored. haha.
Anyway, I've broken up with haslan. I'm really suck in relationship. F*$$%$k my life in this. I had enough. The problems lies with me. Not him. He's a nice man. A very nice man. I know for sure I will regret one day with this break up. But I'm just not ready. A lot of things running up in my mind. I need to clear it all. One day, I will post his message in this blog. Like how I used too before.
I don't know if I'm suppose to be happy or sad over this break up. It's me who ask for it. Walaupun dier pujuk mira, mira tak tau asl tk boleh nak dengan dier.Mira masih tak boleh luperkan wan. walaupun mira tau haslan lebih baek dari wan. seribu kali baek. Like what I did to hendra, im doing this to lan. Ya allah. :( Only allah know how bad I feel.
However, Being single is fun too. I get to do what I want. Whatever I like. Without anyone stopping me. Without thinkng of anyone feelings. I'm a free bird. Only stuck to my parents. I hate having commitment.
But I will get jealous seeing couples. Miss hugging someone. Watching movie with someone special. Miss someone kissing my forehead. Miss sharing problems that I have.
But nahhhh. who cares. I need my friends, family and cousin for now. I'm only 16. Turning 17 in 10 days time. Yeah yeah! <3 I'm still young and there's many way to go.
Besok puaaaasaaaaa! Jangan puasa YokYok yer kawan2? <3
XoXo from princess
@ 9:09 PM
@ 9:09 PM
