Letters To You

I'm 17th! Yeahhh yeahhh!

Thank you so much people for the wish. Facebook, face to face, sms and all. I feel so touched. I'm so sorry if i took a long time to reply. Banyak sangat till I can't concentrate. Hahaha. Thank you so much.

I want to special thank to each and everyone of them who make an effort to come yesterday. The un-planned birthday bash. For those who didn't attend it, tkper. Mira paham. Its was unplanned and last minutes plan. I had so much fun.

Nk mira citerkan tk what happened? Panjang oiii korg citer dier. sampai ader part mira nangis meraung tau! Ader part mira ketawa macam tkder org nye pasal.

kkk. Here the story goes.

Eyfa planned was to break fast at my house. and yes, she did. So much funn you know! Laugh with her like nobody business. Then, after buka, slack at my room and wait for fiza baby to come. Plan was to slack at my house. I thought that was the "actual" plan. but i was wrong. At 8.45pm, Fiza baby went down to get her book from her friends. That what she claim to do. I and eyfa waited and waited. Teha and finaz were there tooo.

At 9pm, I was so angry already. Yelahhh. Kater nk amek buku ajeee. beh lambat nahhh? Mira pun bingit lahh. sekali lagi eyfa lah tempat mira lepaskan geram. Ciann dier. Hahaha! Dahh tuu, mira kol fiza. Fiza ajak turun bawah amek gambar. Beh turun lahh. Fiza blg yg hendra pun ader nk jumper. Wish birthday. mira tknk lahhh. Maluu seyyy! beh mira berani kan diri jugak lah.

And I saw angin, hendra, haziq, ifun and saper ntah kt situ. My mind start to think, ader bash ker nie? Then kuar azia, atikah, farhan, ayid and shah. OMG! they came out with birthday cake and sing for me. Sweet kan. Unexpected to see K and azia. Thanks korg. That so sweet! :D Pastuu dieorg amek gambar semua. Then when taking pictures, they throw flour, egg all at me. what i think was right? Terus aper lagiiii. Start uhh world war 4! Hahaha. best tauuu! I had so much funn.

But it didn't end up there. When kiter nk amek gambar, mira buang tepong kt hendra. yelahhh. tk puas hati tgk dier bersih sangat. hehehee. dah tuu, kiter nk amek gambar.

AND AND! (part sedihh dtg tau) Abah mira turun. mengamok giler dier. marah2 kawan mira. pasal dier kater kiter buat bising and berselerak kan tempat tuu. Tk baek sey dier marah. Dier panggil kawan2 mira bodoh. Kawan2 mira semua terkejut. Mira malu seyy. I was so sot! Sungguh marah. And he ask me and adek go homee. And we did. Otw home tuu, dier marah2 kat mira. Pekik2 kat mira. And one thing, till now, I wont forget that he call me anak setan. Ishkk. Nk nangis tau mira biler tgh citer kan nie. Mira sedihh lah. Birthday mira kene ginie. Mira da balik kene marah rabak! And mira pun dah mengamok, I shout back at him. I didn't know i was so brave. That was my first time to be so so rude to him. I talk to him pkai kau aku lagiii! Mira rase setan dah msok badan mira. Mira panggil dier bapak setan. Mira maki2 dier. Keciann ibu :( Dier nk side mira tapi dier pun kene marah. Mira sedih sangat. Mira luahkan aper yg mira rase selama nie. Ibu nangis. Mira sedih. Bukan sekali mira buat ibu nangis. Jahat kan mira? Haizzz.

But dah tuu, mira go mandi. Kat toilet mira call wak lim suruh amek mira. Mira tknk tinggal sinie lagi. I want to stay with nyayi and wak lim. Mira at that point of time benci sangat dengan abaH. Mira hentak2 pintu semua. Ibu kol kawan2 mira suruh naik. Semua takot nk naik. Bingit sey. Mira dah siap2 kan barang nk angkat kaki jalan. Beh kawan2 mira dtg. Yg lelaki duduk ngan abah. Yg pompuan masok bilik pujuk mira. And abah bobal ngan dieorg. Cakap sorry semua. Mira happy lahh jugak. At least, dier mintak maaf ngan kawan2 mira. Lau tk, da lamer mira angkat kaki jalan tauuu. Nmpk fiza terus hug dier. Semua pelok mira. Semua pujuk mira. They so sweet. Mira happy sangat dpt kwn mcm dieorg. (:

Dahh tuu, ibu ajak makan. Abah mintak maaf dengan mira. Mira masih bingit. Mira lawan alik aper dier cakap. Semua suruh mira diam. Hahaha. But after that, I was happy at last. Dahh tuu, dalam 11 plus, hendra and geng nk balik. Ifun call me to go outside. Dier mintak izin abah lagi. Hahaha! Gentleman ifun. haha. Ruper2 nye hendra nk kasi hadiah. Dieorg sembunyi kt corridor mira. Lepas kasi hadiah, mira hug dier pasal he told me he want to hug me that day. I thought nobody saw. Rupernye ibu nampak! Ibu, eyfa and friends. MALUUU! but mase mira hug dier, mira rase lain. Mira tibe2 rindu the past. when im with him. :( Mira rase sedih sangat. :( Why cant i treasure the guys that are still so good to me? Still waiting for me? Why? Why must i still thinking of wan? Haizzz!

kk. back to the story. Pastu mira masok rumah. Ibu jeling kt mira sey. Tapi senyum. Hahaha. And i was happy! Hendra give me necklace from CHOMEL. confirm mahal sey. I was so touched that I was so happy! :D Hahaha! Dahh tuu fiza and adek alik. I antar Ikah and azia at bus stop.
Naik rumah ayid, shah and ann masih kt situ. Bobal ngan abah lagii. Terus citer lamer kuar seyy. Kenangan antara i and shah. depan ibu and abah lagi. I kuarkan teddy2 bear yg shah bagi dulu. Hahaha. Kenangan zaman secondary 1 sey. 6 bulan babeee. Hahaha. Shah da malu2. Ibu berkenan kt dier. Hahahaha!

And they watch teevee and went home at 12 plus.

FUHHHH! panjang kan story mira. Malamnye, eyfa tdo at my house. I went to bed at 4 am. That because I was otp with hendra. Kuar citer lamer. Sedihhh :(

Anyway, Thanks FIZA, EYFA, TEHAH, FINAZ, HENDRA, ANGIN, IFFUN, HAZIQ, ANGIN, NAZ, ATIKAH, AZIA, AYID, SHAH AND AAN for the wonderful fantastic awesome birthday! Mira sayang korg banyak2. Jangan serik2 tauu dtg rumah mira lagiii! Heeee.

I would like to thanks ibu and abah for giving birth to me.
Just exactly 17 years ago, you're in the labor ward, going through all the pain at 5.42AM.
And now, I'm still here right in front of your eyes, all grown up. Watching me grow. Giving me courage to face this world.
Thank you to you both for bringing me into this beautiful world. I'm sorry If im being an ass to you both. You know I love you both so much. :(

XoXo from princess
@ 11:09 AM