Letters To You

Salam sayang semua! I'm back. Yeah yeah! School holiday dah start. Happy oiii! :D But project here and there. Banyak sungguh nak habiskan. But insyallah, confirm can. I've done project proposal. I've completed editting the website paste. Yeah yeah! Cumer tinggal LLA. will be meeting my beloved beybeh tomorrow to get all those projects done.

What I've plan for this week is. Monday will be staying at home. Malas nak kuar. Kalau nk kuar nak go aner kan. Tuesday will be meeting at my beloved beybeh at atiqah's house. After that going nyayi house to sleep and buka there. Wednesday and Thursday will be working. Friday no plannnnnnnnnnnnnn. Ohyarrr! Abang told me expo got makeup on sale. Branded make up. He told me that its 20% and they will gave you another 20% sales too. So that = 40%. wow kan! He ajak me go there. Baek hati dier nak ajak adek dier pergi expo tgk makeup yg tgh sales. HAHAHA!

I simply can't wait for 23rd. meeting my beloved AS. Going terawih together. Twin gonna buka at my house and overnight here. Yea Yeah! I will ask ibu to cook your favourite tom yam ok twin? At night will be going terawih with fiza baby! yeah yeah! Sungguh ku tk sabar. But I'm just scared if my menses were to come. :( Nanti plan cock up sey gituuu. Nahhh. I just cant wait for 23rd. Ireally miss you girls alots. :(

I miss work! But I just don't have to courage to go to work anymore. I don't know how to face him. :( Nevermind, will be working on wednesday and thursday. Abang cakap pizza baru dah kuar. dier dah rase. Hmmmm. Can't wait lahhh. I miss my working mates banyak2! (:

This year rayer pink! Wahhh. I'm so excited u know for rayer. Sungguh tak sabar! so far mira tk pernah buang puasa. alhamdulillah! and maybe that's why I'm excited for rayer. haaha! I've already dowload rayer song and put it inside my mp3. And I've put lagu rayer as my message tone but I've changed it as ibu say that its too fast to listen to rayer song. Beside that she say she feel sad. Those song remind her of arwah yayie. :( sedihhh nye. I miss yayie tooo. Semoga roh nye dicucuri rahmat. semoga dier ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yang beriman. Amin.

You knowwwww whaaaaaaattttttttt! I'm sooooo freaking happy! Happppppyyyy sunggguhhhh! :D HAPPY SEKALIIIIIII! :D nyayi wanna buy for me this MAC 96 COLOR EYESHADOW! happy sekaliiiii! Thanks nyayi! Its only cost $40. Actually wanna buy this using my own money. But nyayi mcm tau2 gituu I got no $. ader tuu ader lah but that's my saving. Macam sayang gituu lorhh nk gunekan duet tuu. I think its for my birthday gift. She ask me to come to her house and get the money from her. Heeeeheeeee! Thanks nyayi. Mira sayang nyayi sungguh! :D

My birthday is getting nearer and nearer. Nak kater happy tuu tk happy sangat lahh. Nak kater tk happy tipu lahhh kan. Hahaha. Many people have been asking what I want for my birthday. hehe. Mira tak nak pape lahh. Sungguh! As long you people love me, always stay with me, I will be grateful. I'll be more than happy! There's actually a list of things that I want lahh. Haha. But tuu semua tak penting, just pray for my happiness people.

But I got only two wish. Only two.
1) I don't want cry anymore each time I went to bed.
2) I want the strength to forget him. Forget the past.

I'm tired of all this. If I were given the time machine, I want to go back to the past. I want to change my past. However, I still thank god for letting me meet you. I won't know what's love if not for you. I won't know what's miss if not for you. I still believe everything happened for a reason.

Anyway, thanks people for the concern. Thank you so much. each and everyone of you. Without you people, I won't be this strong. Everyday, almost everyday, you people won't failed to ask how am i? Am i ok? How's my day and all. I'm so grateful. And you people will go on and on ask if i'm really am happy? hahahaa! come on people. do I look that I'm faking my smile?
Eventhough deep down sometimes I feel sad, I'm still happy! I will fight all those feelings away! insyallah.(:

3 more days to gaji!
8 more day to my 17th!
24 more day to rayer!

:D

XoXo from princess
@ 10:29 AM