
ok fine. You see. Yes. I admit that i want you to come along with the raya outing. But I choose not too. Its not because I wanna play with your feelings. Its not that I wanna make a fool of you. Like I told you, I have my own reasons. My own reasons. And you wanna know what it is. Beside avoiding from you, it because I don't want my friends to be left out.
Like I told you from the start, when I first know you, I told you I will always put my friends first more than anything. You say you understand me. You know me. But I bet you don't know. You ask me to feel how you feel. How about you feel how I feel? Can you? I bet you don't. You're selfish. All you know is to put the blame on me now. Ya. I was at fault too. But If I were to bring you along, would Shidah come along too? No. And you yourself know the conflicts we have in our friendship. I just want things to be better for them.
Yet you choose to put the blame on me. It's ok. I don't blame you. I understand. If I'm in your place to, I feel being ditch like what you told me.
And since you what to think that way, I'll let it be. I'm lazy to think about all this anymore. I'm happy this way.
XoXo from princess
@ 11:42 AM