Hello! I'm supposingly to be sleeping and be awake by 9am. but nahh. I woke up preety early today eventhough I'm not feeling well. saket kepala ajeee. Dizzy2 selalu. arghhh.

Anyway, yesterday work was not that good not that bad. I fought with lan. :( worse arguments. We shouted at each other. I just can't believe all this will be happening to us. I just want things to get better. Sorry after sorry yet you choose to do give me this kind of attitude. Come on, I know I was wrong. But why must till the extend you treat me that way. I pun manusia biase u. I wanna change. I don't want to hurt anyone hearts. You know how hurt am I when this happening to us. You used to be the man that I always respect cos ur attitude. But nahhh. Its okays. I understand. I deserve it. Hope you'll be fine soon. Once again, I'm really sorry.

Yesterday afternoon, I went to follow love to meet his 2nd mama. Had lunch at macdonald. Ate mac chicken meal. I listened to their talks about the problems that they facing. Pity them especially love. I didn't expect his background history of his family could be so bad. Nevermind, we go through everything together ok love?

Then we walk and find for smoking area and love and his mum went smoking. I just stand there and listen to his mum talking. Adoiii. Bawah matahari lagi. And suddenly I felt very very coold and dizzy. love was beside me and I lay my head at his chest and whisper to him that I'm feeling sick and close my eyes. To my suprise, when I woke up, I was laying at his mum shoulder. I was on the ground. His mum was tapping at my face. Love start to run here and there to get me drinks. Hahaha. Cute oii. Pitam rupernye aku. Sorry to have to trouble u guys. Love and his mum carry me to macdonald. love brought me panadol and I seat down. They were relieved to see me back to normal. Kekek oiii. Malu pun ader. After that, love mum got to go and love sent me to work. Bising jer dektu. saket2 pun nk kejer. hahaa. Thank you for being extra sweet sayang.

Mohammad Azroy Bin Ishak. Haha. Aku sayang kau bodoh! Sumpah tk tipu. You make me forget wan. And I'm proud to say that I don't cry like how I use to every night. We are still in the processing relationship. I don't want to rush things out. I'm happy this way. (: The way you care, the way you love, the way you hold my hand. You may have the childish attitude but I just find it so adorable. Every of it make me laugh like hell. I swear being with you always make me smile and laugh. I just love the way you are. CHEYY! macam lagu bruno mars tk. Haaha. I still can remember how panic u are yesterday. Hahaa. Jangan takot lah. Mira strong. (: I just wanna say that I'm starting to cinta kau banyak2! :D Yes, maybe it may be too early for me to say it but hey, love come unexpectedly.

oklahh. nk siap2 go work nie. Fullshit ahhh. :(

bodoh nye rgm baru. kasut aku dier pergi buang. arhhh.

XoXo from princess
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