Friday, January 28
Assalamuailakum semua! ((:I got nothing to do now. Waiting for time to get ready to go work at 5pm. I'm damn lazy to drag my ass to work. I don't know why. But before that will be accompanying adek teha to get some stuff for tomorrow chalet. Yeah yeah! Besok ader chalet sebelah mira nye bpk nye side. Best oiii chalet dier. I likeeee! beh next week lak kan ader bbq pit sebelah ibu lak. I can't simply wait! (:
I miss my boy so much! :( Last we met was on tues? On tuesday meet him and lepak with fiza bby. Boyfriend, you own me the pictures tau! I miss my boy so muchhh! He was so sweet yesterday. Around 1 plus in the morning, I had some fights with abah. :( I don't know why abah keep finding faults with me. Each time he mad at me, he will panggil mira bodoh semua. Its hurt me alot. Just for some little things I did wrong, he scolded me like I made the biggest mistakes. After those lectures from him, I cry to myself. I cried out loud alone. And I texted boyfriend eventhough I knew that he asleep. Told him that I hate abah so much. And on the spot he called me with his sleepy voice.
Upon hearing me crying, he was shocked. Sweet sey u b. He try to calm me down but I can't as I'm too hurt with abah's word. So he asked me to cry first and I did. While I was crying, all he did was to listen. He didn't interupt. Only when I started to calm down, he asked me what happened and all. told him everyting and he advice me to be patient and all. I sayang boyfriend saya many2! (: And when i cry again, he listen. You see, it reminds me of wan. not that I miss wan. I can see the different between wan and boyfriend.
I remember I used to cry loud when abah scolded me and I called wan. All he did was to scold me because at the same time when I'm crying I vent my anger to him. I did vent my anger to boyfriend too yesterday but all he did asked me to calm down.
Boyfriend, if only you knew how much I love you. How much i need you with me every now and then. How i wish we won't have any fights and arguments. How I wish you knew how scared am I to lose you baby. I love you and only you! ((:
So yeah, I went to the doctor yesterday. Mira syukur alhamdulilah sey! It's urine infection! ((: Alhamdullialh. Thanks allah! (: But Im still scared as after taking those medicine, there's still blood at my vagina. Aiyooo. :( But tgklah dua tiga hari nanti. Lau tk baek jugak, kene go doc. Insyallah lah tkder pape. (:
Yesterday I got to meet my dearest fiza and eyfa baby after so long! They slack at my place till night. Cook for them nasi goreng mushroom and pasta goreng. Thank eyfa for helping me cut all the ingredients. I had so much fun with them. please meet up soon my dearest girls. Me missing you all already! ((:
I miss my 5 girlfriends too! Meet up soon my dearest! I can't wait for school reopen too! Cos sab will be schooling at ite simei too0! Accounting. Hahaha! Lynee pergi, kau dtg. weeeee!
Till here people.
assalamuailaikum! (:
XoXo from princess
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