
Assalamualaikum diary.
I'm currently updating using abang's computer. punyee slow uhh. Stress dong.
Mira dah start kejer Mad Jack. Kejer dier senang giler nk mampos sey! (: I likeeeee. Yg best nye boleh pkai aper2 baju hitam. Mira pun kadang2 pkai cargo pants. Seluar aper2 pun boleh aslkan hitam. kasut any color and any types or design. gerek kan. Dah tuu Dekat pun dengan rumah. 10 minutes ajer perjalanan alik. (: Cumer i belom dapat biasekan kejer situ la. Kadang2 I rindu pizza hut. Yelahh i kt pizza hut dah lamer. tapi insyallah, lame2 mira dapat sesuaikan lahh kt Mad Jack. (:
Me and boyfriend are doing great allahdulilah. But at time, boyfriend i tuu boleh jadi the meanest boyfriend I ever had and at time dier bole jadi the sweetest boyfriend I ever had. Kadang2 I bole benci dier giler babi and kadang2 I boleh sayang dier giler babi! Boyfriend sweet tau. biler i saket, dier tk abes2 cheer me up. mira pulak tk abes2 marah dier. I dun know what got into me. Maybe I'm so stress thinking about myself.
Anyway, I'm feeling very very down this few days. Its cos mira dari monday asyik kencing darah. And Mira btol2 takot. :( I'm really very scared. Am i dying soon? I don't know what the causes of it. Actually mira bkn kencing darah, setiap kali lepas mira kencing and mira lap ader darah.
Jangan pikir bukan2. I never do anything with boyfriend. Me and boyfriend are having a 'clean' relationship and I know my limit with him. Ibu cakap mira byk stress agaknye. Kawan2 lain ckp maybe pasal mira nye tuu panas. ader ckp kurang air. ader ckp takot cancer. mira takotttttttttttt! :( Ya allah! I don't know why. And today mira going doctor. I hate it when I'm sick. I hate it susah kan ibu. Kecian tau ibu. Dari last 2 week asyik risau pasal mira. I don't have mood to go anywhere. Everytime I'm feeling down, I told myself to cheer up. I told myself it's nothing. but at the same time, I can't help but to be scared too. :( Doa2 kan mira tkder pape kay darling? Insyallah. (:
Oklahh love. I'll be back for more. Pray for me! Insyallah!
Assalamuailaikum. (:
XoXo from princess
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