so basically today i did something. haha. I went to boyfriend's house with fiza to get my laptop back as i'm having some conflicts with him. Then off to work. Work was awesome. I had so much laughter with them. Rush them to do their closing as quickly as they can. I wanted them to watch the fireworks at the 40th story there. Was damn awesome time spent with them.
- not to cut my hair length. (: nk long hair! **very important sekali!**
- Last forever with dearest cinta. less fights! insyallah. *very important*
- Spent more time with family and girlfriends. *very important!*
- get my license bike asap when reach legal 18th! ***VERY IMPORTANT SEKALI**
- Focus on school work. *important*
- Learnt to appriciate what i have. *very important!*
- LEARN how be more patience. Insyallah! ((: *important*
So basically, I been having a lot of fight with dearest boyfriend. :( Its been a long time since we fought and yesterday was the worse fight we ever had. But it was so sweeeett. Both of us were crying otp. And I don't know what got into me this few days. I been crying alot for him. gembeng nahh. Hahaha. I'm just scared of losing him. I swear I love him too deep now. He wasnt himself the past few weeks. He keep scolding me over small things.
And just now was worse! I didn't pick his call up. I didn't reply to his text. I even ignore me and He even utters the word break up. That was the first time. But thank god luckily fiza was with me. Fiza helped me alot. Thank bestfieee! ( :
But i know and i believe that no matter what happened, how we fought, I believe boyfriend love me and only me. I want to change. I don't want to scold him over small things. I want to things to be better for 2011. insyallah.
boyfriend, thank for everything you done for me. me love u many2! MWAHHHHHH! *BIG BIG HUG AND SMOOCHIES!* heeee. miannnggg.
oklah! Mira dah ngantok nieee. nyte semua. besok kejer pagi lagiii. boyfriend kt luar dgn kawan2. sedih nahh tk dpt join pasal tadi kejer and besok kejer. adoii. Hahaha. nyeteeeee!